Saturday, September 01, 1990
Part 6 : Mental bickermentLast night's dream kept me preoccupied that school day . Lesson after lesson breezed past . Even Torrence's conversations could entice me away from my intense pondering .
Was last night's dream foretelling the future ? Would my path to confession be littered with numerous obstacles ? It did not worry me much . The pressing thought at the back of my head was , could my dream be a minute yet clear signal from my subconscious , how badly i wanted to confess to Torrence , confess how muhc i adorned her , how muhc i wanted to be with her ? Was i so blinded by her presence in class , so engrossed in thinking about her away from school to notice that i liked her that deeply , to consider making her my emotional respondsibility . It had to be . I liked her , and i wanted her to know .
End of part 6
x penned @ 11:55 AM